noelleno | oh okay

My other knee, the good one, is starting to show signs of swelling, and will no longer bend completely back as it used to. And apparently I limp noticably even when my legs feel fine, which kind of pisses me off. But only when someone asks me why I'm limping. ("What? No I'm not," I think to myself)

So I started up at a gym and am cycling this shit away. At least 7 miles a day. ~~My ass is so sore oh my God~~ Feels pretty good, actually. This will not inspire me to suddenly like health food, though.

My blurred vision is probably related to this, seeing as the last time I flared up, my eyeballs fucking swelled. Will probably need to set up appointment with a doctor for that one, woopie.

I am trying to figure out where the hell I am going to be getting money for all this, ha ha.

Oh cool, loan company says they aren't processing my request. I will fix that. I will fix them.

$1,057 credit card bill. Paid.

$3,500 shitstupidretarded Wayne State balance. Paid by Ma. Slowly giving every work check from now until forever to pay her back.

Car engine light came back on! Promptly ignoring because fuck that car I am not going to deal with more auto trouble so it can just fix itself for free.

Can't fucking draw. Naturally disappointing everyone, including Dad, who wanted me to paint up his album cover. I'm very excited to see what new levels of fail I can reach before the week is out.

Four hours until my next shift. Should probably sleep. Typing like Rorschach talks. What.

Upside: Showed Nick the Dark Crystal and had a jolly time watching him freak out about the Garthim. Nieva's ear is crinkling but she's taking it well and the vet's office can kiss my broke ass and stop calling me to bring her in and spend another $40 to have some asshole in a coat look at her ear and leave.