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noellenoGrumblemumble it was a good day, but now I'm kinda agitated with myself. Do I annoy people? I always think that's the only thing I'm good at doing besides being an idiot. I hate how meek I get around guys I don't know, and I hate how retarded I get around people I DO know.
I met this guy named Kyle on Wednesday in the laundry room, and he was telling me about this motorcycle accident he was in that threw him in a coma for two months over the summer. Mostly that, and what he was planning to do with the insurance he's collecting off the bike and alla that. Whatever, I listened, I commented, he was nice. And he stuck around after getting his stuff folded and waited for me to finish, and we went back to the fifth floor together. He's three doors down from my room, so he told me to drop my stuff off and come by. I was kind of unnerved by it, no real reason. But I did pop over.
Unrelated to my discomfort: DAYUM THE THREE-PERSON ROOMS ARE BIG. But yeah, I stopped in and he showed me his room and we ended up sitting in there for a bit; I didn't like that he closed the door, but whatever. His roommate was in the other room so I guess it was just being courteous. He started changing clothes in front of me though. ;_; I was like gjsodfgbsdf*TURNS AROUND* but he kicked me out before he changed his pants thank God. XD
He's a nice guy, don't get me wrong; I just am not comfortable around people who, I guess, party a lot and smoke and drink and...bahh. It's such a terrible bias. He didn't do anything wrong at all and I was being so standoffish and squeaky. I have a bad habit of immediately tagging traits like that as signs of irresponsible people who I shouldn't associate myself with. I think I'll try to be friendlier to him next time I bump into him. He said I sounded annoyed about something when we were in the elevator; he caught me on my way in from wandering around with Samir, and I agreed to accompany him to the bookstore to return his Organic chem book.
So I think I dislike my reactions to him more than the poor guy himself. How retarded. I need to fix that. I did the same thing to this really nice guy in Design II last semester; I totally shut him down when he simply asked if I wanted to hang out sometime. Wtf brain. There's nothing wrong with making friends. DX
Happier note: I got to see Samir today. :D He's fun to hang out with; a bit gossipy, but we like a lot of the same things, so it's so easy to have a good conversation with. Even if we do argue sometimes, it's all very trivial so it doesn't bug us at all. XD It's mostly things like him loving Megatokyo and me hating it. Dumb fun stuff. I want him to hang out at the dorm once, cause I want to sketch his face--he has a very pretty face. :D;; Big expressive eyes. Prettier eyelashes than mine. X_x
OH MATH ORIENTATION. I seriously think this school is all about making things harder than it should be. I had been getting confirmation emails about the orientation being at two different locations from two different officials in that department. Fortunately, I guessed right. Christ. I also found out the class isn't a credit class. Fuckshitlame. If I have to take another math after this, I will be pissed, and my dad will destroy me. In any case, now I have all my classes set up, and the homework can come raining in. Yippewheeyay.
Quilla's birthday's today. :D Double bday hugs for her today from me. I drew her staring at her laptop (since that's the singlemost pose she can do hahaha) and I'm so happy that it came out LOOKING like her. :D I was so intimidated by the sketchbook examples my drawing teacher Mr. Rosas showed us in class that I thought anything I'd attempt to sketch would come out like SHIT. But my sketch looks like Quilla in a sense so yay.
Speaking of sketch. I did the first drafts of Kisho and Yuki today. SCARY AS HE MAY BE, I LIKE KISHO'S FACE OKAY. My scanner's at school so I'll show Rachel later. I'm sure she'll want some adjustments; I suck at following designs. :( I didn't know if Yuki had bangs or not..so I didn't give her any andfjgiorwjofiw I hope I don't screw these up like everything else.
Why the fuck do I want to write. I must be really emo tonight or something. I don't even know what I want to really DO. I'm so annoying hahaha
I met this guy named Kyle on Wednesday in the laundry room, and he was telling me about this motorcycle accident he was in that threw him in a coma for two months over the summer. Mostly that, and what he was planning to do with the insurance he's collecting off the bike and alla that. Whatever, I listened, I commented, he was nice. And he stuck around after getting his stuff folded and waited for me to finish, and we went back to the fifth floor together. He's three doors down from my room, so he told me to drop my stuff off and come by. I was kind of unnerved by it, no real reason. But I did pop over.
Unrelated to my discomfort: DAYUM THE THREE-PERSON ROOMS ARE BIG. But yeah, I stopped in and he showed me his room and we ended up sitting in there for a bit; I didn't like that he closed the door, but whatever. His roommate was in the other room so I guess it was just being courteous. He started changing clothes in front of me though. ;_; I was like gjsodfgbsdf*TURNS AROUND* but he kicked me out before he changed his pants thank God. XD
He's a nice guy, don't get me wrong; I just am not comfortable around people who, I guess, party a lot and smoke and drink and...bahh. It's such a terrible bias. He didn't do anything wrong at all and I was being so standoffish and squeaky. I have a bad habit of immediately tagging traits like that as signs of irresponsible people who I shouldn't associate myself with. I think I'll try to be friendlier to him next time I bump into him. He said I sounded annoyed about something when we were in the elevator; he caught me on my way in from wandering around with Samir, and I agreed to accompany him to the bookstore to return his Organic chem book.
So I think I dislike my reactions to him more than the poor guy himself. How retarded. I need to fix that. I did the same thing to this really nice guy in Design II last semester; I totally shut him down when he simply asked if I wanted to hang out sometime. Wtf brain. There's nothing wrong with making friends. DX
Happier note: I got to see Samir today. :D He's fun to hang out with; a bit gossipy, but we like a lot of the same things, so it's so easy to have a good conversation with. Even if we do argue sometimes, it's all very trivial so it doesn't bug us at all. XD It's mostly things like him loving Megatokyo and me hating it. Dumb fun stuff. I want him to hang out at the dorm once, cause I want to sketch his face--he has a very pretty face. :D;; Big expressive eyes. Prettier eyelashes than mine. X_x
OH MATH ORIENTATION. I seriously think this school is all about making things harder than it should be. I had been getting confirmation emails about the orientation being at two different locations from two different officials in that department. Fortunately, I guessed right. Christ. I also found out the class isn't a credit class. Fuckshitlame. If I have to take another math after this, I will be pissed, and my dad will destroy me. In any case, now I have all my classes set up, and the homework can come raining in. Yippewheeyay.
Quilla's birthday's today. :D Double bday hugs for her today from me. I drew her staring at her laptop (since that's the singlemost pose she can do hahaha) and I'm so happy that it came out LOOKING like her. :D I was so intimidated by the sketchbook examples my drawing teacher Mr. Rosas showed us in class that I thought anything I'd attempt to sketch would come out like SHIT. But my sketch looks like Quilla in a sense so yay.
Speaking of sketch. I did the first drafts of Kisho and Yuki today. SCARY AS HE MAY BE, I LIKE KISHO'S FACE OKAY. My scanner's at school so I'll show Rachel later. I'm sure she'll want some adjustments; I suck at following designs. :( I didn't know if Yuki had bangs or not..so I didn't give her any andfjgiorwjofiw I hope I don't screw these up like everything else.
Why the fuck do I want to write. I must be really emo tonight or something. I don't even know what I want to really DO. I'm so annoying hahaha
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Date: 2006-09-09 07:33 am (UTC)Also, I don't find you annoying. You do sound hyperactive, which I say due to teh way you write here XD you hop from subject to subject and it amuses me XD. But, annoying ? Nah XD.
And yay for drawing :D XD
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Date: 2006-09-09 12:01 pm (UTC)And as for the drawing uhm.. I really dont know if she has bangs lmao. I think Endy drew her with bangs and it looked nice so im not sure whether it would really matter as I never put thought into bangs before eheh.