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[noelleno]

I don't have a very good feeling about that psych test I just took. I mean, I knew a good handful, but there were a lot where I really couldn't narrow it down past three answers. I'm hoping I get a B or something, but no doubt I'll get a C. I guess I shouldn't feel too bad for doing so horridly, since a lot of people fail that class, but...Dammit, I want good grades. I'm not used to having to put so much time into learning something, especially when it bores the bajeezus out of me.

And acing two math assignments only brought me up to a 68.7%, and it makes my efforts feel utterly useless. I hate having to suffer for being a poor tester. Kyle offered to help, but how the hell is that gonna work? The entire course is lab-based, and I can't use it on this interface. Ughfjioewfgjaiowwsd. I can't believe I have so much trouble with like. The EASIEST math in college. It makes me feel like a real idiot. Why can't I get this right?

Bleagh, stop crying; no sense whining about it NOW. Gotta just work harder for the next one I guess. At least German's doing okay and Life Drawing is salvation. There's an ice cream sundae thing going on in the caf' later on today, so I'll eat ice cream till I feel better; it's the logical thing to do. And then I go home after drawing and I can get letters I was told I'd be getting and be happy for it. This whole week has made me lose confidence in everything I do. I can't understand the math, I can't pay attention and study, I can't draw well enough, I can't follow a teacher fast enough, bleaghblahblahfthgbnd. My BRAIN is telling me this is total bullshit and I STILL feel horrid? What a load of gay. I need to quit being such a whiny little emo and just WORK.

Comments

[peacebone.livejournal.com]

*pats* Math is hard. Some people have a really easy time with it, but I definitely think the majority of people find it really challenging (and this is coming from somebody who's taken watered-down precalculus twice and still doesn't understand it). Even if you're not so great at tests, you should probably take the offer for help - even if it's just going over a few problems, it's better than nothing.

I hope you feel better soon. Enjoy the ice cream, at least!

[ruffwriter.livejournal.com]

*Hug* I would tell you not to be so hard on yourself, but you know that. ♥ It really does suck when you're acknowledging that you're not worthless, but you keep feeling that way anyway. D: Go get some ice cream and indulge yourself, and if you finish your homework, maybe watch a movie you like~? And I'll be sending your letter with the Caramello very soon!