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Oct. 7th, 2006 12:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
noellenoGah I am so sorry for being so annoying; I can't seem to help it. It must be an unshakeable trait. Well, in any case, I do apologize for just being such a damn hassle to those of you who are..hassled by me. I am working hard on trying to make myself a bit more scarce for that goal, and maybe that'll help me get more work done.
But I got an 85% on my psych test and this makes me very happy.. Now that all the shitty parts-of-the-brain junk is out of the way, I might be able to boost that up to nothin' but A's. I like A's. It'll make me feel better for that..uh...69.5% I'm getting in algebra. I'LL KEEP REACHING FOR THAT RAINBOW.
I had a really bad day on Tuesday in drawing; Mel wanted me to shade with charcoal pencils in a way I had little control over, and it was a bit on the upsetting side. Everyone kept saying it was good, but fjieowiofje I just can't be satisfied with where I'm at, even if it is ahead of some of my classmates. There's always more. But Thursday, I seemed to get a better grasp of what Mel was talkin' about, and I shaded a particularly nice male ass. I'm sure I shouldn't be proud of that, but dammit, it is the nicest shaded ass I've ever..shaded...Oh God. XD
Math is stil weird. I'm learning things I never even LEARNED in previous algebra courses. No idea what's going on. But an 80 and 70 on the last two quizzes, which makes me slightly optimistic. I gotta get that C, then I'll neverever have to take math EVER again. This is the goal. MUST DO IT.
I have also come to a point where I have almost no idea what my German teacher is saying in class anymore. She lost me at time and day planning. She talks too fast, she teaches too fast; even the experienced German students say so. And yet I keep getting A's. I AM AN AMAZING GUESSER. I swear I did bad on the last quiz only because I have no fucking clue what the sentences are talking about, since she reassures us that "we don't have to know every word in the sentence to know what's going on". Hurr. Ich verstehe nicht.
The job hunt continues. So far, I have applied to
Borders (OH MY GOD JUST HIRE ME ALREADY OKAY?)
Blockbuster
GameStop (they are reviewing apps in a week..CALL ME ): )
The Disney Store
and no dice yet. But I JUST applied to D-store and Gamestop, so I can still hope. I reallyreallyreally need a job. Even though, as only irony can be, Al at the park called, and I'm gonna work at a booth tomorrow. All day. DURING APPLEFEST, OF COURSE. To which, Tim said, "How ironic; that's the day you quit your job." XD I wish, man. But I need something stable. Something. Something needs to not throw me for a loop and totally ruin my week.
Definitely almost got run over by that anti-Bush rally on Thursday (that![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
leeann_marie was apparently at!). It kind of annoyed me, since I wanted to get to class early, and because I just wanted to yell "Yeah? And THEN what?" But what do I know, really? Whatever makes people feel better, I guess. I've been so exhausted and perhaps a bit unpersonable lately.
But I bought myself a Captain Hook shirt. So I am going to find some solace in that and hope for better days. Oh God this was long I'm sorry. SO ANNOYING.
But I got an 85% on my psych test and this makes me very happy.. Now that all the shitty parts-of-the-brain junk is out of the way, I might be able to boost that up to nothin' but A's. I like A's. It'll make me feel better for that..uh...69.5% I'm getting in algebra. I'LL KEEP REACHING FOR THAT RAINBOW.
I had a really bad day on Tuesday in drawing; Mel wanted me to shade with charcoal pencils in a way I had little control over, and it was a bit on the upsetting side. Everyone kept saying it was good, but fjieowiofje I just can't be satisfied with where I'm at, even if it is ahead of some of my classmates. There's always more. But Thursday, I seemed to get a better grasp of what Mel was talkin' about, and I shaded a particularly nice male ass. I'm sure I shouldn't be proud of that, but dammit, it is the nicest shaded ass I've ever..shaded...Oh God. XD
Math is stil weird. I'm learning things I never even LEARNED in previous algebra courses. No idea what's going on. But an 80 and 70 on the last two quizzes, which makes me slightly optimistic. I gotta get that C, then I'll neverever have to take math EVER again. This is the goal. MUST DO IT.
I have also come to a point where I have almost no idea what my German teacher is saying in class anymore. She lost me at time and day planning. She talks too fast, she teaches too fast; even the experienced German students say so. And yet I keep getting A's. I AM AN AMAZING GUESSER. I swear I did bad on the last quiz only because I have no fucking clue what the sentences are talking about, since she reassures us that "we don't have to know every word in the sentence to know what's going on". Hurr. Ich verstehe nicht.
The job hunt continues. So far, I have applied to
Borders (OH MY GOD JUST HIRE ME ALREADY OKAY?)
Blockbuster
GameStop (they are reviewing apps in a week..CALL ME ): )
The Disney Store
and no dice yet. But I JUST applied to D-store and Gamestop, so I can still hope. I reallyreallyreally need a job. Even though, as only irony can be, Al at the park called, and I'm gonna work at a booth tomorrow. All day. DURING APPLEFEST, OF COURSE. To which, Tim said, "How ironic; that's the day you quit your job." XD I wish, man. But I need something stable. Something. Something needs to not throw me for a loop and totally ruin my week.
Definitely almost got run over by that anti-Bush rally on Thursday (that
leeann_marie was apparently at!). It kind of annoyed me, since I wanted to get to class early, and because I just wanted to yell "Yeah? And THEN what?" But what do I know, really? Whatever makes people feel better, I guess. I've been so exhausted and perhaps a bit unpersonable lately.But I bought myself a Captain Hook shirt. So I am going to find some solace in that and hope for better days. Oh God this was long I'm sorry. SO ANNOYING.
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Date: 2006-10-07 02:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-09 07:56 pm (UTC)Maybe I should give you my cell number and FORCE you to call me when it's homework time. I could get you HOOKED UP with the VARIABLES. YEAH.