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I had like 2 hours of sleep but woke up for my shift all awake and perky and I was fun until nowwwww and now I am crashing hhh. I lector'd it up at mass again. T'was nice. HOT AS HALE THOUGH and I had to park far away and bklsfds who cares

i will tell you though that my dad's friend bill called and i had to give my dad the phone to call him back
what proceeded that was half a conversation about some misunderstanding over an anecdote at the EMT picnic on saturday
it more or less closed with my dad saying the following:

"Bill you know our friendship has been through a lot and it'd take more than that to change it. I love you, man, and hell. I'll even say I'm sometimes sexually attracted to you.

"Oh, woops. I think I just scarred my daughter for life, HA.

"...Yeah, I do think it is your cute butt."















yep

in other news my neighbor's beagle is having puppies
or already had them today
idk i didn't check

this is the worst post ever i'm too tired to care i have no motivation to


but dad says i should think about trying to print a small graphic novel
huh

HEE HEE WHOLE FAMILY GOING TO SEE TOY STORY 3 YAYA--



...uh



Dad: Tell Katie the show's at 1:30
Mom: She's in the shower.
Dad: Oh.
Mom: I'm waitin' for her to get out so I can pee.
Dad: Ah, the joys of external genetalia.
Mom: >:| Yeah I can't just whip it out and pee against the garage.
Me: .,.,,.
Dad: That's right!





....,so yeah. first family movie outing since Wallace and Gromit AND THIS TIME DAD'S NOT GONNA SLEEP THROUGH IT.,,.
oh just kidding mOM'S A SPOILSPORT AND WON'T GO WITH US



LMAO MY DAD

in reference to a cute pizza delivery boy with plugs--

Dad: DON'T YOU DARE BRING ONE OF THOSE CHIMPANZEES HOME I DON'T CARE IF HE'S GOT A 4.0
Me: OR A PHD?
Dad: I DON'T CARE I'M MAKING A SOCIAL STATEMENT DON'T BRING ONE OF THOSE PLUGHEADS HOME

It's been like two months since there's been any (English translated) word about the new Harlock pilot. 8'| Apparently it aired at some film fest, but. But where is it. Internet, you're supposed to have everything.

I would just really like to know if I have a new space adventure to look forward to in the near or somewhat-near future. :[ And in a perfect world as directed by Elle, a new Harlock series would also include revisiting Warrius Zero and the Karyu and timeline inconsistencies be damned.


In the meantime, rewatching Slayers EVOLUTION-R as if I'd never actually watched it before. Because lmao I totally forgot about Nama the armor. This show is funnier than I remember? Perhaps my "NOTHING CAN BE BETTER THAN SLAYERS NEXT" bias was clouding my judgement on thissun. I mean. All the canons were called Jillas cannons. :') How do I miss this shit? I wonder if moe!human!Zel is as utterly hideous as I remember (he probably is). But l-lol the "WH...I'M...I'M NOT A MONSTER *RUNS INTO THE HORIZON SOBBING*" was precious.


ARE PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE GOING TO LET ME ACTUALLY SHOWER GAWDJEEZ. I suppose this means I should just play Spore.



FFFFFFFFFF my parents.

MOM: (in reference to shit to do before going out shopping:) Dear maybe you should go outside and stare at the big hole of water with your other male friends.
DAD: oH! YEAH, THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO *gets up all excited-like
ME: ...What the hell is it with men and standing around staring at holes in the ground.,


GAW FINE THIS TOO *RIPS OUT OF KAT AND GARRETT'S POSTS

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Okay, Storm of Swords, I forgive you. That was delicious. LONG AS HALE AND FULL OF OBNOXIOUS CLIFFHANGERS, but delicious. Lots of interesting happened here. A Feast for Crows is on the table next to me, and I'll begin inhaling that at work within an hour. And then......idk. Maybe I'll abstain from book binging again because LOL MY FREE TIME. Or maybe I'll reread the Aurian books cause I remember enjoying them but that was when I was an idiot child so maybe they suck. We'll see.

A thank you for the patience of the three who have me under commission at the moment. I can't do digital work while I'm in a tollbooth, so the going is slower than anyone would like. I'm off Monday, though, so I ought to put a good dent in things, mojo levels willing. God, I am so obviously not cut out to be an artist professionally if this is how it's gonna be. This realization is sobering, depressing, and outright unsurprising to my cyincal, self-hating self. Even the priest gets at me with the whole "stop beating yourself up gurl", rofl. :[

All my best to your mothers today, flist. Near, far, healthy, ill. Doesn't matter. I used to have a bit of resentment for my mother when I was younger. She had more fun with my little sister, and I bonded better with my father, so I'd always assumed there was a distance there--there was, but it was my making, not hers. Even now, I take note of every single moment we have a laugh together. Like yesterday. If I'd have stayed so prickly like I had in my stupid hormonal middle/high school years, I'd miss out on this shit. I'm doing something right, it seems. Even if I won't be the stellar, studious nurse daughter like her youngest.

I sometimes wonder what it'd be like to have a kid. How amazing it'd be to have someone to share stories and fun little secrets with and dote on them and watch them grow up. I don't think I ever will, though, and I know my mom and the rest of my friggin' family always says "That's what they all say!" whenever it's mentioned, but really. I don't think I could do good by a kid if I can't take care of myself wholly. I entertain the idea of adopting, but that's something to consider way, way, waaaay in the future. A more finanically and emotionally sound Elle could consider that, maybe.

And I guess I feel a little strange now that my parents seem to accept the fact that I may never get married. Or rather, there's less of a point made on me needing to seek someone out. That's all speculation and bound to change from day to day, because seriously, you never know, but. Hm. It's stranger now, I guess. Not alarming or hurtful or wonderful, just strange. Maybe it's because of what happened last summer when I had that little problem, and they don't want me to crack again while I'm doin' my thang in the tollbooth? Idk. I'd like to pretend I'm made of sturdier stuff than that.

I'll get me to a nunnery. (They wear comfortable shoes)

Eek. I haven't cramped up this bad in a long time--how lovely to be suddenly beset by gut-crunching pain in the middle of a grocery store! I just wanted to go shopping with my dad, body. He gets one day off his work week, okay? Work with me here.

We bought the turkey today it is large and in charge and I am filled with glee at the thought of it. Turkey and stuffing turkey and cornbread stuffinggggg. And we bought chocolate chip brownie mix too good Lord this is going to be an intense holiday. I don't even care I've been walking and staying as active as I can okay.

Ha, ha, my dad in the truck on the way home, referring to me and my sister: "You may be like strangers now, but a few years later, I bet you'll be like me and your Uncle Greg. I couldn't even imagine...the guy who used to beat me up and slam my face into the pillow and dig his fingernails into my scalp and tell me to HOLD ON LET'S SEE HOW LONG YOU CAN HANDLE IT...you'll be fine." Lol Uncle Greg is the lieutenant for the Van Buren police department now. Idk my family is precious.

Ten more minutes of sitting, I think, and I will start on these chores more or less problem/pain-free.

I had such a good sketching night last night...I hope the groove sticks. Which I guess would mean Oh No another onslaught of OCs hide the children.


Man Star Trek is out on DVD yet I have no will to buy it anymore.

Fact of my life I must accept: It doesn't matter how cute/hot someone's character is/is intended to be. If I draw them? Their faces become putty and suddenly mold into some pretty damn hideous expressions.


My Dad, just now:

"This is fantastic--football and baseball all day. In my mind I'm scoring touchdowns and your mother's in the front row in a tube top going 'Yaaaay Pooh Bear!' (his nickname) cheering me on. And she's wearing glitter eyeshadow that matches my uniform."

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tyrannicalalien » noelleno

YEAH!! Happy month-plus-five-days-early birthday to ME. :)

Mom got to talk to her sister. Thank God. That's what we prayed for. Unfortunately, there doesn't seem to be any chance of recovery, so. It's a waiting game. If the funeral does end up down there, I might have to drive down there to help Dad on the way, since it's a 2-day drive.

Went to a Dad's-side-of-the-family gathering tonight, since my Godmother and Godfather are heading back to Arizona this weekend or so. It was nice. Everyone's very chatty, though. And it's a little uncomfortable when it gets down to politics. As it always is, I'm sure you know. But I love them. They're very supportive of me. All the crossed fingers for the potential Disney intern gig. And it's nice that my niece seems to like me. Though, she's 3, and apt to forget easily.

Dad held my hand on the ride home. "Thank you for being there," he said.

"Moral support," I said, kind of laughing.

"No, I just love my family."